I HAVE MOVED.

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'Cos Blogger's a bitch with China's Net.

10:07 PM

"Not every battle needs to be a bloody fight"

"Keep calm and carry on"

11:06 PM

Softening Tough Bunnay.

8:56 PM

Apprehensive - Excited - Mixed a little exasperation.



Am at boarding gate, waiting for the human snake to shorten so we can board the plane.

This is my first step into the real world, to fend for myself (sort of), to piece a part of my sky in another country.

Not trying to be drama here, but I want to live up to myself, live up to my dreams.


To my lovelies in Singapore, take care. No doubt I'll miss you guys, all the company and the accommodation made for me all these while. I is not dying, but I'll be trying my very best to do what I want to do.

I miss my babychew. Bunny bunny hop hop.

Ok take care see you next year Singapura!!!

12:12 AM

Ok Cool I just learnt how to put lyrics into Poddy!

#1: Open iTunes, plug in your poddy or phone
#2: Right click on the song you wanna put lyrics in, click on 'Get Info'
#3: Google the lyrics. You can do so earlier or whatever.
#4: At the 'Get Info' page, click on the 'lyrics' tab.
#5: Copy + Paste the lyrics on the blank space in 'lyrics'
#6: Click 'ok', then let iTunes do the job!


To learn anything: Google everything. :D

9:46 PM

I'm starting to get R-E-A-L-L-Y annoyed with my missing running shoes. Sometimes when I have the time and motivation I can't run. Sometimes when I eat too much and feel terrible I can't run. When I feel like sludge and want to gain some muscles I can't run.

The nearest I'm getting my shoes are on Thursday. I really hope I have some places I can run in China. And I'm still thinking if I should get a pair of Nike+.

Dajie came and went. I'm a bad sister I didn't send her off because of bad sleep resulting in headache and she left me a pair of boots to bring to Chins. I'm going to call China Chins nao cos it sounds nicer (to me).

I better go pack something to feel better. Meeting my girl tomorrow and I feel a flu bug coming soon.

Holidays are sinking into me nao. Everyday is weekend! But for the remaining 5days only. Omg 5 days seem so little all of a sudden. Hmm.

9:37 PM

Today I understood the meaning of 'only god can help me'.

Calculus is a scary thing. I no longer pray for a distinct mark. I only wish for a scrape through. I'll be thankful enough for a pass. 51/100 is fine. Absolutely fine.

Dementia is a scary thing. (Note: Dementia is a broad category. It consists of senility and Alzheimer's. ) I don't want my parents or anyone around me or myself to suffer from it. I'm not afraid of cancer nor death perhaps maybe some other illness which is not within my knowledge, but Dementia scares me.

And of course we have Time. Time is a scary thing. I'll be leaving for Suzhou in appx 6 days. A month ago I made myself not think abt traveling except for my luggage. Now I'm trying to cram so many activities in a day- I'm tired. I h8 doing this to myself, I get annoyed when pple tries to cram their itinerary. But I haven't got a choice. I have to get things done.

Today I ran 4/9 of my errands. Thanks to dad who fetched me to Southpoint to pay my air tix, if not I wouldn't have some time to reflect by myself. Emo much? I'm alone in Starbucks, Plaza Sing. The green tea latte tastes like iced plain milk. The service was terrible and the barrister was taking her own sweet time behind the counter.

Quality is a scary thing. Knowing too much abt it is scary. It kinda makes you look like a witch. or a bitch in today's context. :)

Distance is a scary thing. I finally understood the meaning of "so near yet so far". Many things occurred to me on the bus. Where my slippers fit so nicely next to yours.

Now I'm worried about my next 5.5 months. No doubt I'm excited, no doubt I'm jumpy to crack open the cocoon I've been bundled in and piece my own landscape of sky, and to pace my road for my future. But that apprehensive feeling pretty much balances the weight. Will I settle in? Will I meet nice colleagues? Will I adapt to the environment? Will I sink into the culture? Will I grow up an reach a new phase of life? Will I live up to what I expect myself to over there?

I am me.. But in a sudden foreign surrounding.




My very accommodating friends are here. I was so engrossed in my train of thoughts I've not read a single page of my 9.90 magazine. Hmmm.

Dajie will be back tomorrow with my
loots from London. I love my sisters!!!!!
Days like these makes me feel thankful. Thankful of everyone around me...

No more nemo. But this is the first time I followed so closely to my thoughts. Thoughts of my heart, perhaps. I spilled.


10:46 PM